CricKet

I was SO excited to get my USB modem which allows to access internet EVERYWHERE (except LA) with CricKet... SO cheap too! I even got the modem for free (with a rebate that I have to still send in) and the plan is only $50!!! I like!


Yeah..... didn't know that internet is SO slow... AND I can't watch Netflix b/c it really is CHEAP! So frustrated. And of course Verizon is out of the question cause its expensive! Wah! Being poor sucks... but it's okay... soo much to do... I teach whole 5 periods with little children going through puberty... so exciting. Good news though! I think they are finally getting attuned to me and my teaching style. But nothing is definite... except death and taxes (Ben Franklin?).


I wonder why teachers are paid dirt? There is SO much that we have to deal with... but we are criticized, underpaid, yelled at, scorned, put-down, underpaid, screamed at, cussed at, underpaid, and did I mention, underpaid? Yeah people say its rewarding... but are they teachers themselves? Is it really worth it? I really wonder sometimes. Perhaps I'm so down because I'm not employed. That's another problem... how do you get employed? I'm TERRIBLE with interviews. I totally suck. Whatever, not going to worry about it right now. I have 5 classes full of poor attitude-y kids, and 3 students in Korea that I teach English online. I hope I'll do well.  I hope, I hope!

New Place, New Life

I moved for work. I moved to a strange new place where I am unfamiliar about my surroundings except for my GPS, which is my guide and friend. The place I moved into, had a strange dark feeling, but at the same time its winter, in a new place. I don't know what's safe, what's dangerous, only that I don't know what to expect. So strange. I've never been so unsure of what to do before; I always know what to do. I can drive home, only 3 hours. But still, it's three hours!

If I was rich, I don't have to worry about where to go, where to eat, who to be with, or  what I need to do next. If I had money to spend, I could make things happen and not have to worry about the cost, the time period, my check bouncing, or my car breaking down. If I had money I could find an agent to set up housing for me, pay the deposit, rent it, sleep, and do what I have to do. If I had money, I wouldn't have to worry about what is a fair price, how far is the commute, which is the best direction to go, what time to get up for work and what time I need to get back to go to my other work, or wonder when I can eat. Man, if I had money I would find a place, get everything set up, maybe find a nice motel or hotel to spend the time for work, and enjoy my time doing my work and whatever else. But because I don't have money I have to worry about every detail, every idea; what's the cheapest, what's the fastest, where should I go to grab something to eat and what should I eat? The most important question is: when will this begin/end?

A Week's Worth of New Year's Resolutions for a Lifetime of Change

A Week's Worth of New Year's Resolutions for a Lifetime of Change

If you're committed, but don't want to fully commit.

If you're committed, but don't want to fully commit... you're a hypocrite... haha, jk; rather commitment is hard. I'm a committed person but when I committ. These resolutions sounds really hard. I try to do what I can everyday. To designate one day to do one thing only is too complicated for my busy mind. I think I can do two of these ideas, but no more than that, my mind will get so fried cuz of the confusion of what day is what. I will fully commit to Fruitful Friday, maybe Wacky Wednesdays (when I remember to) everything else like being waste-aware and good samaritan I will try to the everyday, every opportunity. One resolution that I really want to commit is Get-out Saturday, and this is one thing that is a great idea for a lazy/busy person like me. Great ideas!

Being unemployed

Having been unemployed for about four months now, I begin to realize a lot of things about myself: what I am worth, who I am as a person and what needs to be done; I’ve learned a lot of things these past few months. 

1. Get unemployment insurance. Unless starving, stress, bad credit, suffocation and no money (but plenty of free time) sound good, accept help from anyone and everyone legal to help. 
2. Keep your hopes up and dreams high J. Watch Sailor Moon Super S, about beautiful dreams and pure hearts … it makes you hopeful and happy. 
3. If you can’t find a job through one website or agency, go to other websites and agencies. 
4. Continue to any and every interview, practice till you get perfect. But also remember that this interview, will make or break your future, it’s on the line. 
5. Keep your ends loose; what else do you have to offer to the world? Life might suck, but that is why you need to work hard to make it better: you can’t eat the cookie without making it. 
6. Watch Law & Order: SVU; life may not be great, but it beats being raped and killed. Find a way to make the world better than the one portrayed on TV (which is pretty scary and dry). 
7. GET YOUR ACT STRAIGHT!!!!  Sure, take a few months to wallow in your sorrows, beat yourself up for not getting that perfect job, and eat fast food and get fat. Then get over it! You need to get your act straight and take all that you’ve worked (college) and other experiences and make them worth it. It may be only a paper, but it’s THE paper (other than your Social Security card and passport). 
8. If you get a call, answer it. If you miss it, listen to the voice-mail, and call them back right away; they’re not going to wait for you forever! 
9. Don’t compare yourself with others… they have their lives, and you have yours: some people just have it, some people don’t. It’s not fair but when you get the job treasure it, you got it because you worked hard, not by luck or money or charm. 
10. Stay positive, smile, fix your problems and train yourself. You only get better if you try to make it better.

There are more things that I want to talk about unemployment, but these are the only ones that I can think of… I’ll upload more if I think of them below:

My First Official Post... the ones for class don't count

My first post will basically talk about myself, and what I will be writing in my posts. Basically, I'm bored right now, unemployed, and I need a project to pass time, organize my thoughts, and record everything and anything that passes my mind. I have a journal but those are my little secrets, and those are not meant to be shared. The posts I will be uploading will be broadcast-ed through Blogger via Google, stating anything that I deem worthy to take the time to write, bother to upload, and important for others to read. I think my words and important (along with millions of other people) and I want them to be heard... so far, my first and most "popular" representation of me are the words that I wrote on video clip showing young cheetah cubs on YouTube. I wrote a response to someone who wrote something along the lines of "cheetahs are dangerous... they kill... like monsters... we should kill them all" that kind of hate. My response was that animals are animals, and the real monsters are humans... but those thoughts are meant for another day. If you're interested, here is the link: Cute Cheetah Babies. My user name is the same one as this one: studioskim3. Another popular commented YouTube page of mine is about dolphins and their existence; the video clip talks about how intelligent and amazing Dolphins and my response to that video (created by SeaWorld) that it was probably created to lure people out to their sites so that people spend money on their attractions: the animals. I'll talk about that another time as well; here is the link if you're interested in what I have to say or just the video itself: Dolphin Bubbles: An Amazing Behavior.

Enough for today. You will soon find out how passionate about what I'm talking about, how ignorant and brilliant I will sound in my blog posts, and how random but precise I can be.

Happy New Year! :)